Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Fulfilling Day~


Today started with a good spirit where I don't really feel that tired compared
to last few weeks. Job at work was rather smooth flowing. Had a heavy lunch
with my boss and one of my colleagues at KFC. We ordered meals with the
coupons that was meant for 4 ppl. However, we have only 3. So I'm the 4th
person too.. Hee... Went gym for some workout with Dear at Suntec. I'm so
happy that I managed to break my previous running record. Last I ran was
2.66km, now I managed to run 2.90km. Woo~ So excited for the next new
record I will break. ^_^

Lesson to be learnt, to be more successful in life, you will have to keep on
breaking new records and believe you can reach even higher in your next
results... Oh well, I guess it came with a side effect as well, because.... I can't
MOVE MY HANDS NOW! Have to ask my bro to help me take out my shirt
when I reached home.. Haha... Shh... That's supposed to be confidential,
so... Shh...

Gosh~ I guess I'm kinda addicted to blogging nowadays... Haiz...

Monday, May 25, 2009

No! Don't Stab my back pls~


My UBS boss treat me for lunch at Swiss Culture. Every time treat me, she's so good to me... Hee~ I'm blessed... Ate 3 Set  Salmon steak course. Pretty nice though, but the price is a bit costly... Happened to take a glance at the menu and every set is like 30 plus? Good relaxation after struggling whole morning with the troublesome Invoices I need to tally and bill.

I have a few spiritual attacks recently, one yesterday, and two today. As you all know, I have been newly transferred to Corporate Admin Services in UBS and at the same time, taking the role of Mailroom Team Leader as well. 2 roles at a time, tough... The sad thing was, my friend told me yesterday that someone from my mailroom team backstab me, saying I so stupid go work for UBS. I was like, hello? Can I say no when my manager ask me whether I'm able to take the role? It was kinda disappointing to say things like that coming from your own team. 

Today, I had another shock with what my supervisor asked me. Because of my new role in UBS, I don't have much time to be in the mailroom. She asked me, "Actually you HAVE time to come back mailroom one, right? How come last time Rahman is so free? Now you take over from him and you seems so busy?". This was a big stab on my heart, I put 120% on my work and now she's saying that I'm acting busy on purpose? I bet she didn't realise Rahman's been working in UBS for 25 years and he can do his things with 2 eyes closed and get it done within the hour? Which she didn't even know that he's not doing his job well for the past 25 years because I found a lot of errors and loopholes in his records and work?

At night, after the relaxed chit chat with my old colleague from ORQ, I discovered that one colleague from my previous mailroom team at ORQ said I don't deserve the "Best Employee Award". He says I'm always on leave, MC and criticize my way of working... I'm pretty shaken by all these remarks... Each hit was like hammering on my confidence and faith. By all these jealous ppl who will only criticize just because they are not the one at the top. I prayed and prayed, and I thank God for giving me this, "forgive & forget" attitude that I'm able to get over it before the night ends. Jiayou wor, I can do it!

Time to take a bath and make myself "clean" again... ^_^

Hot Weather Burned a Hole in my Pocket!

Woke up on a hot and humid day preparing to take a nice bath, change up and get ready to go out with my Dear. Not only the weather is irritating me, even the bus is.... waited like almost 30 mins for bus 969? On a hot day where I'm sweating even under the shade? Luckily the journey to Tampines was short enough to end my torture...

Had lunch with Dear at BBQ Chicken and the food there wasn't too bad at all, although a little bit costly. Shopping on weekends at Tampines makes you wonder why are you even here at all? There's so many ppl there, everywhere you turn, you can only move inches before you hit someone. We custom-made a pair of rings for our 2 years Anniversary which is coming REAL soon~ After the main task for the day was done, we went SHOPPING! I bought a pair of pants, a belt and 2 tees for only 70 bucks. Dear also bought a few tees and we have to drag ourselves out of the shop before our wallets really go empty... Haha~

After shopping, we had Ice-cream at Mac and we parted ways soon. Dear has to go for her Grandma's Birthday Celebration and I went back home to rest... Lastly, here I am, sitting in front of the computer trying typing this little journey of my interesting and Heartbroken day(BROKE LE!).... Lol~
Stay tune to my next blog... Ciao~

Saturday, May 23, 2009

A time of Close Encounter with God

Today's cell group was good. So many unhappy things happened and I felt God's presence telling me that this is the time for me to come out from my hiding place and start to do what He has in plan for me. Stop hiding behind the screen and come out to bring everyone together, he said. Well, not all things that happened are unhappy events. I was awarded the "Best Employee Award of the Year" aka "Star Award" by my company last week. A total surprise for me! God is telling me, "Son, where no one seems to care, I have seen your efforts in the marketplace, and this is what you deserved."

Service was definitely GREAT! So many have fallen under the deliverance of God thru Rev Mike Connell. When the alter call came, surprisingly my mind was clear and felt very peaceful. Only the pain and hurt I saw on those who fell hurts me, but I know they will be healed after this, so I began to smile. I have a good brother, a good girlfriend, a good family, a good cell group and a good God. What more can I asked for?

For those who left, I know in my heart, that one day, they will be back and reunited with God. ^_^
Looking forward to sunday where I can meet my Dear out for lunch and SHOPPING! Haha~ Oh, did I miss out the movie, X-men which I watched with my bro was good? So many things to enjoy in life, no time to think of unhappy things la... hmm... time for some supper... hungry... See ya, folks!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

What is to come, has to come...

So many things happening around for the past few months. Sad, happy or stressful things has come to pay us a visit. I can still remember the days where everyone was so happy and so many gathered together in our family under the name of God, where everyone's eyes are full of of the vision & image of God. Well, sometimes in life, not everything will happen the way we expect them to be, there's bound to be ups and falls. only on each fall, you can climb higher & higher each time, to reach the height where you have nv reach before.

Now the test from God is upon some of us, who can go thru the trials of all these tests that hit so hard and still believe in Him, have faith in Him that he will lead us thru. Many has failed and many has quit. Friends, let me assure you that we can't do things alone, we are not GOD, we are one big family. Whenever we have problems, we solve it together, whenever we have hardship, we go thru it together and whenever we have fun, we will be together. Brothers and Sisters, when you see someone in our family feeling sad, take the initiative to approach him/her, give him/her a smile and chat with him/her. You may not to solve his/her problem, but you have shown him/her, there's one more person in this world that cares about how he/her feels.

Life can be cruel if we keeps on thinking the negative way. Sometimes when bad things suddenly hit us, we tend to be shaken and panic to find a solution but to find more worries in the end. We have to do things where God wanted us to do, slow down, look at the problem thoroughly and you will find that the solution is so simple that it's not even a problem at all. He doesn't want us to rush thru things so fast that we missed the opportunity to see the solution and to enjoy the process and not hating it. Hatred, sadness will get us nowhere, God never meant to create all these when he first came. Let me teach you one very simple method where everyone seems to forget when bad things strike us so hard. Laughter! Yes, it's that simple. Don't you also feel good when you see someone laughing so happily or when someone comes to you and gives you a big smile?  

There are so many things I had regretted in life, but one thing I will nv regret is, I believe in Him, I have trusted in Him and I am a Christian. ^_^
Well, time to go back to my Hibernation in my cave (bed)... Hee~